The last few days have been a trying exercise in patience and nearly overwhelming disappointment eventually boiling down to a sullen sadness - a place where it felt like these words, no matter how hard we try to do the right thing, have been spat in our face.
It's been a reminder of how difficult it is to operate in an arena where, when placed into the context of time, the weight of world history is bearing down on it. Colonialism is far from dead and those working directly in the face of those forces are true heroes.
These are scenarios that cannot be painted over and forgotten. Rather they need to be appreciated for their complexity and depth. While my current challenges have more to do with individual employee behaviour and relationships, Canada's long history of colonial activity within its own borders has certainly been what has allowed those relationship to happen. And so here we are.
But at least tomorrow the first thing I see in the morning won't be Fuck You and maybe for tomorrow that's enough.
Fort Severn, ON.